Here

I am here. I have been here for a while. A lot of time has come and gone, but day after day i come back to that same feeling. No matter how things go in my life, no matter how much stress i endure. I am here. You may not think I am. You may not see it like i do. But believe me. I am here. I remember when i realized it. I remember telling you the first time. I remember how happy it made me. Just to be here. I have been through a lot. I have weathered some storms. I have relied on every ounce of faith, just to stay here. I honestly haven't always wanted to be here. There were times when i had to completely rely on you, and that was something that i never thought i could ever do. But you...you held me right here. I fought it. I cried because of it. But no matter what, something much greater than myself has held me here. Now that i can see things from a different perspective, i realized that i had to stay here. I wouldn't have it any other way. I would give anything in the world to be here. To stay here. I want to become stronger. I want to do it right, so that no matter what happens i will always be here. No matter the distractions, no matter the pain. Im here. Im here for a reason. Im here to stay.