F is for Florida

I just want to start off by saying that my blog is not a general summary of whats going on in my life. So those of you who read and think i am depressed or really sad, you are way off. I did go through a rough and or stressful time a while back, but i tend to only blog on my bad days. So before i write another depressing blog, i want to let you know that. Things have actually been good. I got a new job. A huge answer to prayer. I am hanging out in Florida until this upcoming sunday. Which is good. Except for the fact that i wish i could be in both places because my mind is in New Jersey. Dont get me wrong, chilling by the gulf of mexico is amazing, but when i am constantly thinking about what i could be doing if i was in New Jersey it doesnt make it what it should be. I really wish i had nothing to worry about. But i do. And thats not gonna change. So i just have to let it go and not care. Good things will happen if thats what is best. But i cant care about what i cant control. Things are looking good and i just have to try living without the things that bring me stress. Ah, but Florida is nice. Now that that's off my chest, im gonna stop caring and enjoy myself this is supposed to be a good week. And it will be. Thanks for reading.