Chillin' like Jello

So before i got a chance to stop and think, i looked at the Calendar and realized its already the end of February. Its a good thing i looked, My rent is due in about a week. 56 days have passed since New Years. Its almost back to Daylight Savings time, or back from....i don't know which one's which but i know the days are about to start getting longer in a few weeks, and pretty soon New Jersey is going to come out from under its black piles of snow, and become a semi-enjoyable place again. It's hilarious. Only New Jersey would kill a good snow by turning it black.

Life has been good these past two months. I have been very happy, and God has been consistently meeting my every need. Its funny because he always has, but lately its been much more meaningful and I have been far more grateful. I am so undeserving of His mercy, and His blessings literally do not make sense. Its like getting a check from Sports Illustrated for a quarter million bucks for being a loyal subscriber, and i'm not a subscriber. I sometimes pick up the magazine at the newsstand if i'm intrigued by the cover, but not enough to qualify for this...This is obviously a fictitious example of God's blessings because i am a subscriber to SI and i haven't seen a dime in return. But that would definitely make me a subscriber if i wasn't one. Anyway the point is...I am doing really well. I feel like God has me back on track, hes just got me slowly accelerating in the right direction again. I am enjoying the people around me and trying to make the most of the here and now. I am praying about a few major decisions, and i feel like the right decisions will be made, and they will be the right ones when all is said and done. So im not worrying about anything. Im just practicing patience and prayer, and finding inspiration in the people around me and they way God works in their lives. And i hope that soon, people will begin to find inspiration in mine.