Sooo hot

I forgot how hot it gets in Florida. Uggh...it has rained the last couple of days and today it was way too humid. The kind of humid when a warm shower actually makes you dirtier. The kind of humid where inanimate objects sweat. Florida is nice though...so...anyway...i have been doing a ton of thinking the past few days. Life is so random. I have way to many decisions to make over the next week or so. Haha...I hate how, ridiculously ambiguous I make these blogs. I don't know...I try to get out what I want to say without leaving any details. I don't know why. I guess I just don't know who is reading or how they are taking it, so i try not to let the cat out of the bag I guess you could say. Anyway, things have been falling through with record consistency and its making me wonder what I'm supposed to do. I have been praying a lot over the last few months as to what I am supposed to do. It's not like I am depressed and can't manage to find a place where I am happy. In fact its the exact opposite. I can't figure out what to do because every option makes complete sense and I could live with all of them. Its like sitting at the table in Applebee's and im trying to figure out which appetizer to order. I love the boneless buffalo wings, and I have had a lot of success with that, so I can't go wrong there. Granted, it doesn't always sit well an hour down the road but it's so good that I am willing to sacrifice. Or...there is mozzarella sticks. So good, but not always that filling. The person sitting next to me wants me to order the Nachos Nuevos, and that is a lot of food and I could share, but for some reason I want Onion peels! They are cheap, and taste a lot like Bloomin' Onions from Outback and I love those! Too bad the sampler is so expensive and isn't included in the late night 1/2 off deal.

There you go, thats pretty much the decision im trying to make. Well its a lot more complicated then Applebee's. I can't remember the last time I prayed about which appetizer to get, and this decision has a lot more riding on it. But much like at Applebee's the food is going to taste good no matter which one I order, and i think the only thing that truly matters is who im eating with. I'll leave the restaurant happy either way. So here I am, trying to figure out so much stuff and it feels like God isn't hinting at any option as being a better one. Every one has its benefits, and I can see myself being very happy 10 years from now no matter which road I choose. The only part that sucks is that, the longer I wait, the less the options remain available. I wish I could pick one tonight, and move in that direction immediately. That would be neat. I wonder if God reads blogs? God, if your reading this, just comment and let me know what to order. Thanks! ;)